Have a CT scan tomorrow, kinda dreading it because I wonder what they will find, has it spread, has it got bigger in my liver?? I have this new chemo too soon. docetaxel and am nerbous cos I dont know how I will react to it. I have lost most of my head hair, pubic hair, under arm and leg hair, but not the hair on my arms and upper lip (lol). And nasal hair has almost gone too, so I snot a lot when I laugh!!!!!!!!!!!!! My poor veins are so tired and shrink whenever they feel a needle coming near. They only use the veins on one arm because they do't like to use the arm in the side that has the cancer, something to do with odema or summink. Hopefully my bloods are going to be up enough to have chemo on 1st june. Been having bone marrow stimulation drugs, which have supercharged my neutraphils (immunity) so hopefully I can fight back better.