Have had a stressful few days, worrying about what the CT scan is going to show and what this new Docetaxel chemo is going to do to me. I have found a lump in the other breast, really painful and quite large. I am sure it was not there a few days ago, I regularly check myself because I am paranoid!!! There is also a red mark, which I dont like the look of either. Have to see my oncologist on friday so I guess there is nothing I can do till then. If it is cancer, then I guess thats the end cos its is spreading through chemo.