had bloods done today, all ok for chemo on friday. their advise about the lump was to see my GP, so I think I will wait until I see Dr Mithal on friday, she is the expert!! Bilirubin is 10, which is high for me, but up to 22 is normal. Not sure of my neutraphils, will have to ask on friday. Have new chemo, docetaxel on friday so am doubley nervous, CT results AND new chemo. Have contemplated what I will do if she tells me I have 6 months to live and it is spreading, but I really dont know. I think this chemo is going to be more unpleasant than the last one, I have to start taking 8 steroids a day the day before chemo (Tomorrow)!!!!!!!!!! normally I have 3 a day starting the day after.